Vacancy
(4.2/4
5.13.23)

Almost three years along, I can say
You were blind to the ear
You couldn’t hear all of my vacancy

Every time I tried to warn you
It was always the same
“You’re not to blame
They care about you”

Is it selfish of me to finally wonder why they don’t know me at all?
Well, it’s my mouth’s fault
Is it selfish of me to finally realize
all that you conquer is all that you’ve lost?

Every time, I was preparing you
And I have no shame
You’re not to blame
But what if I am?
You’re not to blame
But I know I am

Almost 7 months now, I can say
You misunderstood
I am not good
I think it’s contagious
I am not good
It’s getting dangerous

Is it selfish of me to finally wonder where
I am just floating in a foggy grey sphere?
Is it selfish of me to give you who you’ll bear?
You can be with her and I will be here

How you still want my words, I can say I know it’ll fade
You’d never tame all of my vacancy