(10.14.18)the day you kissed me while we were dancing what did it mean?
what did it mean? it probably didn't mean much to you, but to me... i can't stop overthinking. telling me they that friend of yours you also dated said "you know how i get jealous so easily watching you and her". i feel like my heart is screaming trying to find the meaning if it meant anything at all. for a second i stopped breathing. it felt like i was floating. how can someone have that impact on me? what did it mean? you probably thought that nothing would change, but to me, nothing will be the same. showing me all the texts that he sent saying that he wanted you to be, to be his again. i feel like my heart is screaming. trying to find the meaning, or if it meant anything at all. for a second i stopped breathing. it felt like i was floating. how can someone have that impact on me? i feel like my heart is screaming. was there even a meaning? i can't stop overthinking you.
(12.13the night we broke up the 2nd time-14.18) Bloodshot Eyes
I don't regret a thing, 'cause now I know pain.Crying my eyes out on my bed. Reading all the words you said. we wrote back and forth Writing letters in my room. Memories of me and you. How can I possibly move on? Now you're gone. Bloodshot eyeswe were still logged into each other's social media and i wanted to see if you said anything about me. i saw "my eyes are so bloodshot" and quiet cries. Shaky hands, lost in a trance. Forgiveness nonexistent. Sacrificed plans. What if we never talk again? What will my life be like? I want to let go, but I really don't. I don't know. Bloodshot eyes and quiet cries. Shaky hands, lost in a trance. Forgiveness nonexistent. Sacrificed plans. Every time I see your face I almost cry. I know it's not our placethe semi secret area on the side of our school anymore, but I still go there sometimes. This might be the end of us, I fear. Heartbreak and battles and dried tears. I still want to hold you near. Is it wrong to say I want you here? Now you're gone.
(7.9.19) arnold, jack, and stevenone of our inside jokes
you are the only one who ever thought that much of me, and i was stupid enough to throw it all away. i'm not gonna say "it was a mistake, i want you back" like i said that day. but i wanna tell you i hope you find your love. i've been thinking about all the things i put you through. i've been contemplating. why am i not capable of love? tell me, love. you are the only one that i told everything to, and i was dumb enough to leave it all behind. i'm not gonna say "i wish i was with you" but i can't erase the secret things only i know about you. that's why i've been thinking 'bout all the things i put you through. i've been contemplating. why am i not capable of love? tell me, love. i'm sorry i rejected you. i'm sorry i expected you to run back in my arms every time. i'm sorry i pushed you around and acted as if i was ashamed, but we know if it was real it would've stayed existent that time. why do i feel like it's all in my head? so i know now i don't deserve to know you. and it just feels so impossible. i can't tell if you'll ever forgive me. so if you wont... if you won't, i'm sorry. i'm sorry.
(7.13.19) scarvesone of our inside jokes
aren't you tired living a life? living a lie? would it be so bad if you disappeared tonight? and all would be so well, like the piece close to your face. your broken heart and now it cannot be replaced. the fire is dying slowly. the songs we sing are holy.the day after our 2nd breakup we had to see each other at church in the evening. we sang holiday songs together. we were outside and it was dark so i couldn't see your face well. what have i done? tears fall down your cheeks when we got back together you told me you had been crying during it. as we sing december. all will be erased but eventually endeavored. all is well for now till 4-4the day we broke up (officially) for good comes and it shatters. peace has passed you by, now the pieces fed on a platter. begging you for mercy. one more second chance. and your heart's in a hurry. should you place it in hermy hands...hands, again?
(R7.24.29) homecomingref.what did it mean?
dinner at that restaurant right down the street. driving with our hands together, looking down at our feet. twirling food between our forks we went to olive garden for our makeshift homecoming and both got alfredo smiling like I've always been yours. i wonder if things would've changed if the next day i stayed in bed. but you turn the musicpeach pit by peach pit on and we dance all morning long. you stop suddenlywhen you kissed me, i didn't have time to react before it was over, then you look at me right in my eyes. and then the world disappears just like it was never here.
(9.12.19) october 15thwrote this because i thought you didn't want me anymore and i wanted to feel sad. you asked me out shortly after you saw the song. i said no. what??? i don't know what i was thinking showing it in public
you told me to follow my dreams, and i tried to. but the one thing that you don't know- baby, my dream is you. i want to tell you, but i don't know how to 'cause my heart speeds up when you get closer. i want to know you. i want to start over. but you're here and now my words are caught up in my throat. every breath i take is like i'm losing sleep. like all i want is to know you again. and the life i lived had nothing left to give. 'cause all i wanted was right in my arms. they told me to let go of the past, and i tried to. but the one thing they just don't know- my past was you. i want to tell you but i don't know how to, 'cause my mind always thinks back to everything i said. i want to know you just like i used to. and if you say you i promise i'll just go away. every breath i take was like i lost my sleep and what i wanted was to know you again. and the life i live has nothing left to give, 'cause i have nothing and you're not in my arms. all the time it took for us to find our way, i'm starting to think we're better off. 'cause you're happy now and i'll eventually be happy even though you're not in my arms.
(R12.10.19) NO DANCINGart museum
It's hard not to think about you in a lonely art room. Pictures around us, telling us what to do. I handed my heart to the one in the sweater. Told you the truth, didn't make you feel better. People like you make me question my sanity. Are you a dream or is this all reality? Now I have yours and I don't know what to do with it. There's a hole in my chest where my heart used to be and yours doesn't fit. So if there's a chance I can tell you how I'm really feeling without you running away... All these moments, endless hoping. Polaroids spread out around the floor, I'm sobbing. I have no reason so I don't know why I'm not stopping. To tell you the truth, didn't make me feel better when I gave my heart to the one in the sweater. People like them make me wanna move galaxies. Why is everyone consumed in their vanity? You said "hold on" but I'm done with this game and the waiting. I know it's hard, but I gave you my heart and it's breaking. So if there's a chance I can show you how I'm really feeling. Me, a dreamer. Lifeless goner. Me, a dreamer. Worthless breather. It's hard not to think about you in a lonely art room.
long ago
(2.2.20)
i left you long ago. my heart can't seem to leave you alone. i want to let you know, but i'm scared to tell you how i've felt alone. please change my mind. i don't wanna break my own heart this time. can we try to accept that we've got a little love left? and we don't have to waste it this time. i know how you're feeling. the world is against you and i.
ghostyour friends convinced you to ghost me (understandably)
(4.1.20)
it hurts being your friend. these words replay in my head. you say you have to heal and i understand. i know you know who this is. i might as well be honest. the things i feel right now: pathetic, but i can't help it. i'm no good for you, i know that they were right with that. but i think i deserve a reason for your disappearance. now that i'm down to two, i'm feeling toxic and afraid. can i know... was i replaced? don't look back, or you'll dwell on the past and regret everything you ever did. the things you said, the life you lived. this is the right thing no matter what i say. if you're happy, i am too. i just hope i don't bleed through. and i'm no good for you. at least they were right with that. but i think i deserve the days until your disappearance. do you ever just exist instead of what we're here to do? i thought i needed you. trust me, i'm not good for you. maybe you were naive. you just had to see what life is life without me.
Happy Birthday?
({7-10.?.20})
I'm sorry I missed your birthday. When it hit me, I stared at the wall for an hour. Now the sky has faded grey. I hope you weren't waiting for me to say happy birthday. Happy birthday, darling. I'm sorry I missed your party. Not that your mother would even let me come. Raise your glass to me and you. The lovers that always lose. Happy birthday. Happy birthday, happy birthday. Happy birthday, Aria.
for the people you love
(8.3.20)
for the people you love you'd go to the moon and back and i know you think you deserve that. you'd still love me even if i stomped on you. and i know you think you deserve that. for the first time maybe i don't need to manifest. the universe does things on its own. not to call after ten was the greatest test, and i failed at 1pm in the living room. i complicate it every time i think of you again. i need more time to figure out why looking in your eyes causes me to feel your goodbye. for a minute everything felt so right to me, but i guess you didn't feel you deserved that. the first time you declined my "i'm in love with you, i want to be with you". take it all away. i just want you to stay. you held me tight that day. i thought we were on the same page. and i complicate it every time i think of you again. i need more time to figure out why looking in your eyes causes me to feel your goodbye. even after all the high tide: the art museum, the overnight, opposite sunrise. heart is careless as i drive by remembering when everything was alright. i thought we were somewhere in heaven when we were there. i guess i haven't changed. and i complicate it every time i think of you again. i need more time to figure out why looking in your eyes causes me to feel your goodbye. even after all the high tide: the art museum, the overnight, opposite sunrise. heart is careless as i drive by remembering when everything was alright. somehow in a moment of ecstasy i find myself engraved in my memories. i think about how things often come to me. fantasy turned tragedy.
aria
(8.13.20)
i think they came back to haunt me. they try to remind in memories. october 2018: my mother took us to a restaurant on the 13th. do you remember sitting on the swinging bench? we were too young to stay out and watch the sunset. january 2019: the art museum. you tried to hold my hand. i didn't want my mom to see. if all my feelings go away, would it be better for me to stay afraid? your words are on my mind. i wanna be with you alive. parking lot, we were standing in the friday light. 10 o clock, we were smiling as i said goodnight. april 2019: i didn't know it'd be the biggest regret i'd seen. do you remember, old school, in the choir room? i was secretly singing my song to you. next door in the dark on top of you. i was hoping it was you. if all my feelings go away... was it worse 'cause i said it to your face. i can see you deleting the videos as back in my room i finally let go. if all the past would go away... i can hear our song start to play. eleanor loved the way park looked at her. it was all a blur. if all my feelings go away. i imagine my memory start to fade. with every breath i take. one more choice i have to make. with every breath i take. one more choice i have to make. you're the only one i want. i wanna be with you alive.
pretty
(10.30.20)
you look so pretty when you cry. he says you're fine then passes you by. comfort on your shoulder. act like i don't wanna hold her. you look so pretty when you lie. just glad it's not me this time. i'm chasing after someone who may not ever come. think of someone. someone you've been thinking of all day. it is okay? here to stay. you look so pretty when you cry. sunglasses just to look in your eyes. laughing, more revealing, there is no better feeling. you look so pretty when you lie. i feel close to hypnotized. smile so hard your heart is aching. there is no better feeling. dream of someone. someone you've been waiting for all week. i feel complete. i miss you more than i eat. you look so pretty when you cry. on look, i'm nearly in the sky. i'll be there when it starts and try to mend your broken heart. you look so funny when you lie. if you're fine, you're find three times. i'm there when you're finally over. my homemade gift is waiting for you. think of someone. someone i've been waiting for all week. i feel complete. dream of someone. someone i've been hearing from all week, did you feel complete? look at someone, someone i've been waiting for all week, to feel complete. i love you more than i eat.
sense without
(10.20.20)
pacing on the ground floor. she said you told her how it went. dancing alone in my mother's room. peach pit, hands on your hips. wasn't our first kiss. 6pm on a sunday. looking at you the whole time. i can see us hide behind the vending machine. now i'm still looking back in time. watching you while you slept. before and after the pieces fell apart. it's been so long since i smiled so hard i felt dumb. i took for granted how it felt for someone to think i was their one. in love with the memories. how bad do you see me? i don't know if anything makes sense without. waiting on top of the stairs. i lay down flat so you don't see me. it's still sorta vague. probably 4 or 5 on a thursday. i sang on my knees. wanna feel you breathe. it's been so long since i smiled so hard i felt dumb. i took for granted how it felt for someone to think i was their one. in love with the memories. now how do you see me? nothing, nothing makes sense without.
does that sound so bad
(10.25.20)
eleven late, staring up when we turned to red. why's it matter? everybody still ends up dead. bloodshot due to sorrow. good morning tomorrow. how do you feel? anger in the moment. still kinda hoping we can somehow deal with whatever this is. we're bathing in it. we'll try to find a reason to live together. does that sound so bad? prayed to God we'd at least talk one day again. crossing when i froze, thought i saw your faded silhouette. eyes burn every small hour. our story is sour. how do you feel? regret in the past now. i think we can somehow learn how to deal with whatever this is. we're drowning in it. i hope we can find a reason to live together. does that sound so bad? let go more times than i can count. can you trust me to never give up now? i don't wanna go anywhere without. will you trust me to never say goodbye now?
Love You So
(11.4.20)
if you're afraid to let up, we have our lives. don't fret. another year will pass and we'll be safe being more than friends. happy ending under the moonlight. waited so long for ours. tell me i'm all you wanted. i might pass out in your arms. i want to know you, want to tell you how i love you so. i want to hold you, be close to you. i just love you so. hoping you're here to stay. don't give me a taste of my own medicine. i think this is all i need for a while. can't wait to rub their face in it. it was 7pm, i couldn't see anything. the green light flickered when i saw your face. grabbed before we went running then. it'd nice to have a friend to hold my hand again. i want to know you. want to tell you how i want you so. i want you monday, tuesday, wednesday. every day i'll say that i want to know you, want to tell you how i want you so. want you to hold me. never leave. let me love you so.
Naïve
(5.3.21)
13 years of countless waiting. 13 thousand tons of waste. then i came along. you thought i was the one. now all your ideals of love are ruined. you were younger, but i was wiser. i knew to leave when i wanted to leave. if you were older, you'd be wiser. would you leave if you wanted to leave? guess the older knows not to believe? the older's not naïve. more than three of complications. way more than three tins of waste. then you came along. i thought you were someone to lie on. now all my playlists are ruined. i was older, but you were fonder. if you knew to leave, you wouldn't be deceived. if i was younger, there'd be another reason to leave. i'd know you'd deceive. guess the younger should know not to believe. you were always naïve.
come and Go
(8.22.21))
how is it when you come and go i'm always there to greet you with open arms? it's like i'm just a toy. i am not your playboy. do you even love me?
Destroy You
(9.13.21)
i don't wanna destroy you. so tell me not to talk to you. i don't wanna resent you. tell me to leave you be. i heard you want me back. do you want me back? just take off, i swear you'll be better(so much better). i don't wanna destroy you. so tell me to get lost. i don't wanna regret you. tell me how it's always enough.
Hey
(3.30.22)
Hey, it's been a while since we last spoke. May you have a good life too. I know there's hope. Play it now to drown out your ways. They are good company to replace. Stay, and I won't tell him that you miss me. Pay me for my efforts and my claims, I'll wait. Grey is the color of my heart when they persuade you to knock it into place.
The Breakup
(4.25.22)
I could tell you what you wanna hear. Or I could tell you what has disappeared. And I think you'll be fine. You are too brave. It does not sink in. You light up the sky, moon of my night. I adore you. My princess in heaven, love of my life, I don't deserve you.
Always Winter With You
(5.13.22)
How is it colder, in summer we sit? Feelings brought back in, but they only sink. How is it too late to say things that I didn't know? I heave my way up your throat. I can hear calling, I can feel hope. How is it too late to take back what I didn't mean? I can't. No, I can't. We're getting older, but you know I love you still. And I know I always will. We're getting older, but I know I love you still. And you know I always will. Oh, you know, I always will.
Amelia
(5.27.22)
You cannot scrap me. Won't let you do the right thing now. You can't exile me. I'm the air you breathe. If you had been there when I needed you, you would've known what I had to tell you. I can't breathe alone. Why did you really go? Oh, my Amelia. My Amelia... I know it's selfish beyond repair, but I want your arms right here. Just for a moment, before you go. Say how you love me so. I can't breathe alone> Why did you have to go? Oh, my Amelia. My Amelia.
Face of Death
(6.4.22)
I will not argue with the face of death. Burden or not, you take my every breath. To please, protect, and serve to no end. If there's only one, my answer is friend. To care, be there, unknowningly stare. We're years behind, and it's only fair. You deserve nothing if the world's upside down. Our past is nodding through the way it drowns. To mold, refold, and happily grow. If you weren't the one, I think I would know. To love above the graveside bugs. We're decades behind, and we only have one. I would not crown you with the face of death.
chores in June
(6.6.22)
I'm washing your dishes. I'm cleaning up before you get home. I'm looking out the window for your car. Turning tables. We've come so far. I'm taking your trash out. I'm folding your favorite sweaters. I make your bed. Search for all the words you said you meant again. I'm a mind reader. Lick the stamp and send the letters. I know there's one more that I can vouch for. I'm a young soul. I have all the time in the world. You reserved me. I'm doing your taxes. I'm writing your thank you notes. I'm looking out the window for your car. The tables moved so far. You're a joy feeder. I get high when you say hello. Where do I go? I know nothing really matters. And I can see you standing there. What is fine and what's unfair? You're a saint. I can't complain. I'm drying your dishes. I'm cleanomg the dirty floor up. I'm looking out the window for your car. Then I remember we're still apart.
The floor is tar
(6.12.22)
The floor is tar and this is the ending now. Nothing really matters. If you would run away with me, I could give you everything. Be the words you swore to keep if you would run away with me. We'll go to every art museum, anything to hold your hand. Don't refuse, don't make me grieve. Please just run away with me. I'm meant to be there. No past life could compare. And I, I wonder why you choose to be so far. I'll rip your passive soul apart. If you would run away with me, I could give you everything. I'll be my words and swear to keep. I will give you everything. We'll go to every art museum, anything to hold your hand. Don't refuse, don't make me grieve. Please just run away with me.
Let Not Thine Heart Envy Sinners
(6.24.22)
in the backseat, drooling for mischief. don't you ever want it to be you and me? yes, but you left me. and it looked so easy. honestly i just didn't feel wanted.
i've got more on my plate. it can't wait. i need more. i need you at my door. you let go. you moved on. how can you do this to me and say i'm wrong?
we were just kids. only feeling to the ceiling. we could never get away with double dealing. we were violent in the dark. you could hurt me and i don't want to risk it.
wherever you go, with him or alone, i will find you. you can run, but you know i'll always haunt you. let me bow, 'cause you know i'll always want you. you don't love me.
i love everything that you say, wear, and tame. i'm your guard, you're my fate. i need you, i need you. you don't love me!
what are you saying?! you're the only light i can't deny. i love you, i love you, i love you! i miss you, you know i do. but i...
please don't say it. i can't bear it. if you give me pain for a second, cure it. what is on your mind? were you thinking that i'd be fine?
i love you! what is on your mind?
i love you! did you think that i would be fine?
i love you! you don't love me.
i love you! you don't love me.
i love you! you don't love me.
swear i do...
in the backseat. mother was shopping. don't you ever want to grow old with me?
Now I Understand
(8.27.22)
Now I understand, now I do. It was never love, it wasn't. I just wanted to be you. In my head, you were everyone I wanted. I said surely, this is how it's meant to go. I know that you turned your head to the side. Offered your other cheek and said "hit me again. don't stop." Then you baptized me. Cried me a river. You said "This is for you, my love." You thought I was the one. What does that say of you?
I cannot save you
(4.13+21
5.10
9.17.22)
I wake and it's too late to do anything but get ready for work. 3:24 and they ask if I'm sure when I say I'm okay. Leaving is hard, and they all applaud 'cause they don't know I'm the reason we're through. Wish she was better. We'd be together. But I know it'd end the same as you. I am invisible to my father. They lied; they said that it'd get better. I'm trying not to decrown you. I can be stronger than you ever knew. And I'm trying hard not to fail you. Just please don't leave me, I can't stand it. I cannot save you, but you'll never know what my Lord and Savior can do. Is this a hall of mirrors? I look, but I only see you. No matter what happens to us, I know we will never be through. I cannot save you. You'll never know what my King upon Kings can do. Is there a grace by touching your face? Is it known to be true? No matter where, how, what, when, why you're there. I wait for you at the date. Is there doubt about anywhere inside or out? Some that I can kneel to? No matter the hate, what pain you can tolerate. A mat has more free will than you. I cannot save us, but you'll never guess what my King upon Kings can bless. I cannot save you, but you'll never hide where my Lord and Savior can't find you.
the Definition of a Burden
(9.9.22)
When will you come home? When will you see me? Can you hear me now? I HATE YOU Why can't I have you? Why can't you see me? Can you hear me now? I HATE YOU! Do you hear me? I HATE YOU! I hate you. I thought it was just us, darling. Thought you whispered in my ear that you loved me. You said that it was everything that you could want. I know that I hurt you but you hurt me too. I never thought that you would leave me, babe. I looked away from my side for a minute.Then you were gone.If I remember right, you said that I was the one.The one... really?. That's pathetic, babe. Do you really think that I could hurt you? Do you really think that I would warn you? Can you hear me now?! You are the only, only one I want Can you hear me now?!!? !?!!??!?!??? You are the only, only, only one I want Can you hear me now? Listen I hate your guts and your whole city.
Benevolence (The Major Arcana)
(10.22
12.24.22)
When the sound of your benevolence pierces my ears where they have not been before, I pray to you, to you, my goddess. It must be true, for how long you've been here. It's been years; don't you recall that most lavish chandelier? Mark my works as true and sedulous. If I don't follow through, permission is yours to just stay here. I will watch you two, but I'll hate it(that's a lie). Through your window, down the street. You should close it. I can't leave you now. It's too much for me. I can't breathe in hell. That's too much for me. I will always yearn. It's not enough for me just to wish I was there. When the gist of all my enemies try to undermine, you care to defend my honor. Or have I got it wrong this time? It must be true, for the times I've won you, they were plenty. I lied to leave. "It's the master's choice, I believe." I can't leave you now. It's too real for me. I can't breathe in hell, and I would be. I will always long. It's not enough for me to just wish I was there. So I'm sorry for what I must do. Your benevolence caused what we have come to. Don't you blame yourself, but don't blame me. It is not my fault your benevolence makes you naïve.
I Am A Different Person
(R11.8
12.17-18.22)
If I ever dream of being yours, what should I do to lure you in? I am a different person. If I ever think of life to frame, it's all mine, the pleasure of his life in flames. I am a ticking time bomb in love. If I ever dream of my reform, what should I do to coax you forth? Take your heart by force? I was afraid to let you in, but I am a different person. If I ever love again, feel free to shoot. Possessed by a jealous god, I must be. I had this damage I couldn't rid, so I was afraid to let you in, but I am a different person. Someday you'll see the seeming truth I say. I lied and I will admit why. I had this damage I couldn't rid, so I was afraid to let you in, but I am a different person. When I said I wanted something else this time, I lied and I will admit why. I had this damage I couldn't rid, so I was afraid to let you in, but I am a different person. I am a different person. I am a different person. I am a different person. I am a different person.
Don't save me
(5.22
12.17-18.22)
Don't save me, it's my own doing. Don't hate me, I long for their ruin. Don't take me, I swear I'll be good. Don't pain me, you'd do the same if you could. Don't shame me, I love the way she guilts me every time I escape. When I am lost, she finds me. When I am in love, she binds me. But don't save me, it's my own doing. Don't hate me, I long for her ruin. Don't take me, I swear I'll be good. Don't pain me, you'd do the same, you would, if you could. Don't chide me, I love the way she bruised me with a smile on her face. When I try to hide, she finds me. When I try in love, she ties me to her heart. If she knew how hard it had been, holding justice as rightful sin, she would be begging all her body to live again. When I try to love she blinds me. When I hold her hand she hides me. But don't save me, it's my own doing. Don't hate me, I long for their ruin. Don't take me, I promise I'll be good. Don't pain me, you'd do the same if you could.
Remember, Remember, Remember Me
(1.11.23)
I am tired of always getting nothing. At least remember, remember, remember me. Will you remember, remember, remember me? I'm so bored, so bored of being without you. And I'm so jealous I cannot be with you. Will you hold me in your memories? Or just remember, remember, remember me. Remember, remember, remember me.
Brutally Honest
(1.30+31
3.7.23)
I'll be brutally honest without you. Though I am alone, I've got nowhere to go. Can you see? Can you bear? I will be borrowing sorrow tomorrow, I don't care. I can be wiser if you ask me. Imagine me fonder than you. Maybe you hated the way I lied to your face and loved the way you break. I'll be brutally honest without you. And I am afraid I'll be dragged to your grave. Do you fall when you stand tall? All of it's counterfeit. I wish in a pit you'd fall. I could be better if I tried to. But this is just a game, I don't know if I told you. But you were a favorite character of mine. I thought you were fonder than I until you expected it'd be the same after I told you I've changed. This time you're to blame. I'll be such a good inveterate liar without you. Try to escape when you're dragged to your grave. I can tell you're still not well. Is that why he left? I left? I bet.
Greece
(4.21+26
5.2.23)
One way or another, you'll be mine again. You can fly wherever you please. I have connections in Greece. Cyberspace is where I wait for you to make a mistake. You can block whenever you know. I'll use my second phone. One way or another, I'll be yours again. You can screw whoever you can get. I have no shortage of threats. Behind the fence is where I wait for you to run out of anything. We would bump by some chance. Then you would meet my van.
Temptress
(6.23.23)
Temptress, I'll win. Who'll notice you're gone today? Helpless on my terrace. I won't let you go this time. I'm haunted enough to keep you mine.
Temptress, I'll be honest. I am bitter you left me. I didn't get a chance to break you slowly. Temptress, I'm jealous. Everything you say is perfect. I want to tuck you in my locket. Temptress, you're heinous. Everything you do is wicked. I want to lock you in my closet. Temptress, I miss when you would do anything to please me. Temptress, I hate this. I can't stand our silent conversations. It all leads back to my vocation. Temptress, I'm jealous. Everything you say is perfect. I want to tuck you in my locket. Temptress, you're heinous. Everything you do is wicked. I want to lock you in my closet. Temptress, save that ignorant bliss. Temptress, save your life with my fist. Temptress, I'm jealous. Everything you do is flawless. Temptress, you're heinous. I want to lock you in my closet.