studying you
(january 7)

your hair looked different today
it was messy but put together
your smile was nonexistent today
are you okay?
yesterday i saw your eyes well up
i noticed, don't try to lie
you played it off with a nervous smile
i should've said hi

i wonder what you were listening to today
your favorite song to drown out the voices?
at the end you walked and i walked behind
your hands fell with poise
i wonder what it's like to be you
what goes on in your mind
there's no way of knowing, i suppose

do you ever think of me?