so far away
(2019)

why are you so far away?
i hear your voice in my head when i see your face
and i sleep so delicately
but i'm stuck awake lately

i want it all, i wanna fall
want to escape this heavy pace
i wanna know where i am going
i want it all, but there's a wall
inside my heart tearing it apart
i wanna know if i am going nowhere

what's the point of anything
if everything has an ending?
i am lying on the ground
under cobalt skies, above faded brown
i need just a minute to reminisce
i'm stumbling

i want it all, but should i fall
if everything gives me a painful sting?
give me a moment to think

i want it all
what if i fall a little too deep?
i need my sleep
i'd take myself to a cliff or a bridge
or anything for me

why am i so far away?
i hear your voice in my head when i'm lying awake
and i rest like a sleeping beauty
when you're not in my head

- the song -

who: do not remember at all
why: IDKKKK this part is more for my serious songs and not my bad first ones lol