a little sorry
(3.13.22)
i don't want to be afraid of what i think i can't do. but i can't say i've noticed you've changed. the real you comes out more every day. i'll give it all i got. i'll give it every thought in my mind. i'll give it all i can. if you will take my hand and say you're sorry. you can't act like someone else when they're around. stop pretending. i am sick of all these moments of thinking that maybe you'll be at least a little sorry
outline of Hell
(4.25.22)
How could you let this happen? God, I swore I would be true. And I never lied, just thought I could survive with the outline of hell fading into view. I don't wanna live like this, just staying with him because he reminds me of you. I can't stay like this. Living in silence, wishing it was him over you. Watch me fly so high. Tell him and Him what I can do. I know he knows what he's done to me soul. See the afterlife outline fading into view. Am I harsh? No, really. How can you be so cruel now? Believe me when I say he doesn't know when or how. I don't wanna live like this. Staying with him 'cause he's got memories of you. I can't stay like this, living in silence praying for him over you. Watch me fly so high. Tell Him and him what I can do. I know he knows what he's doing to my soul. I hear I love you but how is that true? Am I harsh? No, really? How can you be so cruel now? Believe me when I say he'll never know when or how.