reject me
(september ?)

i thought i saw you looking at me
was i right or was it in my mind?
i wonder if she told you what i think of you
how i look back after you walk by
maybe i only saw it because i wanted to
but it was so clear to me
you smile just a bit and my heart explodes
while i'm showing no emotion
in my head i'm screaming
saying, "why do you see right through me?"
yet you're still ignoring me and leaving

i'm completely and utterly invisible
at least to you that is
what am i missing? i'll do anything to know
reject me so my heart feels cold