Your Love
(2021)

Is your love some kind of game?
What's there to play?
Will you just tell me who you think is to blame?
Are your jokes something to prove?
Do you know most lies have at least a bit of truth?

Do you know what she said to me?
Do you know what she wanted me to understand?
'Cause I've heard that speech too many times
And I've said that speech so mamy times
And I've known that speech by heart a million times before?

You've changed; are you sure that's right?
Is love supposed to wear you down
until you can be worn like a sweater?
Does love tell you you're only good for something
When that something is screwing you're doing?
Bet you want to control the one who doesn't want to let you go

Stages of Grief
(2.10.22)

you said i was yours
the next day you left for good
how is my heart still here?
i know you know i would do anything to feel you near

you used your power for bad
after begging me to believe you would never pass
there is no way it's real
i don't even know how i feel

take me home and let me go
i don't wanna be yours anymore
you told me we'd never end
is this how you treat your friend?

you said you were fine
i still remember your words in mine
i'm so tired of their pity
they don't know the half of what you meant to me

you used your power for bad
after begging me to believe this was all you had
there is no way this is real
and i don't know if i will ever feel

take me home and let me go
i don't wanna be yours anymore
you told me we'd never end
is this how you treat a friend?

so let me go
so i can know what went wrong
what did i do wrong?
let me go so i can know why you're gone
i'll know you're lying if you said i did nothing wrong

incomplete 001
(3.15
5.19.22)

So much happened last year
She had me on my knees at her door
I was given nothing while I bled out for her on the floor
I was wasted for her
Hobbling in torture from her hand
Needless to say
Now she's chasing hate with her band

I love you, I love you
I don't have the keys to your heart
But if you'll let me in
I need you, I need you
And I'll have to haunt you
If you're not laced under my skin

To Do With Me
(3.8.24)

I remember driving together
I remember our days were once better
I remember every letter
I remember, do you remember?
I remember you and I
I remember your beautiful eyes
I remember helping you search for a stone that looked like mine

If it's hard to get this back, to get us back
I will still try to try
It's so hard to feel alive in this joke of a life
But you are so easy to love

Can we ever fall again?
Like we did when we were ten
I tried to kiss you
But you ran, and fell, and bled
Can we ever fall again?
Your distance is further every morning
I'll try to kiss you, but you'll run
You don't want nothing to do with me

I remember leaving you somewhere
I remember forgetting you were there
I got home and realized
And was right back in my car to drive
So much we've overcome
I know you are the one
I remember saying nobody else will take me

If it's hard to get it back, to get you back
I miss the old you
You loved me, and wanted to
It's so hard to feel alive in this joke of a life
But you are so easy to love

Can we ever fall again?
Like we did when we were ten
I tried to chase you
But you ran, and fell, and bled
Can we ever fall again?
Your distance is further every morning
I have a birds eye view
You don't want anything to do, to do with me

I can feel you drifting off like ice until
Racing for the finish like it's hell
This is not a competition now
Come back to me, fully
I miss you in my town

Can we ever fall again?
Your distance moves each and every morning
Do you think I don't notice you?
You don't want nothing, nothing to do
To do with me, to do with me, to do with me, to do with me