proximity
(november 21)

i am done hurting myself
though deep down i don't want to be
she's right, i haven't said a word to you
we're at least in close proximity
is ignoring your thing? are you easy to talk to?
i wouldn't know, you ignored me
maybe i just have to be patient
or maybe it's just not meant to be
once you realize something, you can't look at it the same way
when i cried for hours and then nothing