problem
(9.16.20)

what is your problem
can you let me enjoy a day
or is it in your rulebook to make me miserable
to the best of your ability

i'm here because i wanted a fresh start
i should've have even responded
the first hello, the first goodbye
it went to hell, i remember the moment

i should've have moved my hand in your direction
i should've stayed home that night
i should've have looked at your careless reflection
you abolished my darkness with your light

it's hard to describe what i'm feeling right now
before, you were what i looked forward to
you drain the life out of me, unapologetically
my heart is dispirited, painted black and blue