nerve
(9.11.19)

t h e ! n e r v e !
i let you in on a secret of mine
no answer, and i'm the one who says sorry
that'll be the last time
now i know how i feel when i see you tomorrow
i can't explain it
i'm in complete shock
nothing happened? think again
i know it wasn't an accident
i'm fine
i am
i truly am
but i'm numb
everything came tumbling down all at once
and you'll never know
you'll never be aware
before i told you i was so scared
turns out i didn't have to face you
you said nothing at all