Naked
(5.15.23)

Taking pictures when you’re naked
It’s my favorite creation
Caging the way you fake it; indignation
I know you love it

At dawn I’ll be on your lawn
But believe me, it won’t be easy
If you’ll take me and save me
I’ll be completely at your feet

I can feel the loss is so long
How am I worth this?
I don’t belong
I can feel my flaws being watched
I am not worth this
It feels so wrong

Aching for new beginnings
I am jaded from living
Jealous the way you’re flawless
It’s always in my headspace

Lately I’ve been waiting
For another letter to feel guilty over
It’s not your fault I’m only cobalt
It’s not what you thought, is it?
My fault is that I’m creeping
I should be sleeping

I can feel the loss from here
How am I worth this fear?
I can hear my flaws from so far
I am not worth this scar
It just feels wrong

It’s hazy
I’m not crazy
I was led dazed into his maze
In reality I am floating
But I’m so sorry
Forgive me