Loving Alone
(12.30.19)

my love, why do you cause me pain?
you take my name in vain
oh, where did you learn to love?
can you even hear me above?

you're supposed to love me first
but i just can't ignore you
i didn't mean to jump in headfirst
but it feels like i'm loving alone

she says i'm pushing her away, but it's her fault
she says i'm not taking any of the blame
but it's her fault
DELIVERED 18 hours ago

you're cool but you never follow through
and i just can't be mad at you
i kinda meant to jump in headfirst
but it's not your fault i lose every time

if i was broken, why am i still here with you?
i know what i choose to do
stay out of everything that's mine
get out of my life, so i can cry

is this what love's supposed to be
is this all i dreamed: you and me?
a match made in heaven by the devil
is this all i need: you and me?

- the song -

who: a friend's boyfriend that sucked.
why: glad she got out of there. weirdo freak man