lily
(1.20.22)

little lily asked about you last night
she wanted to wait for you to bake
i had to tell her we split in december
you should have seen her face

my dad was just starting to like you
he finally remembered your name
i said we weren't together, that we split in december
you should have seen his face

my mom already wrapped your christmas gift
she bought it 'cause it reminded her of our fate
i said i love him, mother, but we split in december
you should have seen her face

i still want to ask how you are
though you left me in this wretched place
and i still remember, twenty fourth of december
the absence of remorse in your face