i think i miss you
(10.21.20)

who knew i would make it this far without you
Number 13. October, remember that day?
mother sitting just tables away
bringing home extra fettucine alfredo
kissed me the next morning, i saw your lips curl in the mirror

bowling was more tolerable, me with you
my head on your lap, seeing "she's so cute"
i fell asleep under the table
i always wished i was falling asleep with you

stare at me, stare, try not to look away
five minutes on the boring hockey clock
nervous kissing you in the bathroom
the stupid fight that stole nearly fifteen minutes too
is it bad that i miss fighting with you

No DANCING, i didn't mean that song
i just thought it's how you felt,
made you cry for so long

i should've have left
wish i had said yes.
we'd be celebrating a whole year and you wouldn't mind forgetting

and i'd forget too.

i think i miss you.