i need to cry
(september 1 2019)

the emptiness i feel when you're around
and sorrow fills my heart when you let me down
you say you're sorry
but i could never tell you how much it hurts
i don't sleep when you say
get out of my life
you don't know i'm in my room
trying to find something to hold on to
to fight the urge to let go
of everything
i have