i don't miss you
(3.12.20)

i don't miss you at all
i'm healing slowly, still thinking
how i made someone laugh and smile
is there any better feeling?

all i wanted was to make you happy
but you had other plans than to call
oh, that's not the worst of it
i'm dramatic, selfish, and it's all my fault

how can you say that?
you dropped me with no thought
what hapened to those late nights together?
i was stupid to think of you at all

it was fun while it lasted, though
for once, i looked forward to school
i came out knowing more than i did before
now i know i will never not be a fool