i don't love you
(2.28.22)

I will love you
when the seas refuse to part for your feet
and there is only one boat with one seat
I know I will surrender my heart for yours to beat

I will love you
when the universe tells me I should otherwise
you will never witness a trace of disguise
if that so I will take my own opposite demise

I will love you
when your skin is the deepest royal violet
and not even the greatest kiss can revive it
I know I will spend my days in grief for your silence

I will love you
when you refuse to accept my generous prayer
and leave without thoguhts that i'll no longer be there
I know I will wait patiently for you to appear

I will love you
when there is no hole in the sky and I must travel wide
until the night I finally rest by your side
I will use your light as my only waking guide