heart attack
(8.7.19)

you made me think that you even cared at all
how could i be dumb and let myself fall?
i told myself that i wouldn't be a fool
that i would trust my heart when it said that you were cruel

but i was stupid, and i know that now
yet i still wanna see your crooked smile
i loved the way it felt when i saw your name at all
you used me to feel better and it stopped working after a while

the things i said about you
i would never take them back
but they mean less now
your words give me a different kind of heart attack

- the song -

who: lime (rr)
why: he wasn't what i thought