weight on your shoulders [A.S] i had a big crush on a girl in my gym class and i would always try to talk to her and make conversation because she was really nice and i wanted to be her friend. well, we never clicked.
(6.17.19)
why do i beat myself up over this?
i wish that i could tell you
but i should be getting over it
i'm scared to tell you what i want and what i need
'cause you're just sweet and i could tell you what i've seen
that i could take the weight off your shoulders
if i could just talk to you
i know i am the weight on your shoulders
but i will take it off for you
so i'm gonna wait, 'cause i don't know what to do
i'm sure i will see you very soon
i've waited far and wide for this moment
but it feels like suicide
i could be the weight on your shoulders
but i could take it off
and i know i am the weight on your shoulders
but i will take it off for you
and i know you couldn't be the weight on your shoulders
but in a heartbeat i'd be yours
maybefake song, just fantasizing about a nice relationship after the birthday passed of the girl who broke my heart
(3.21.20)
maybe when we are older and know more about love
will we be able to define this feeling we get in us
i can't tell you how i've missed you so
squeeze my hand and i'll know that you know
maybe if we were older we'd know more about us
then we could at least distinguish infatuation from love
i don't want to let us fade away
i hear your voice and it's hard not to say
"i'm so in love with you
do you feel the same?
every second i fall more for you
i don't want to waste this moment"
running to you
(4.?.20)
i'm sitting on my bed
wondering if i'm in your head like you're stuck in mine
i'm waiting on a text
tell me more things you like
make me feel light in the head
i don't want you to forget me
is there anything i can do?
how 'bout we just give in slowly?
spend all my dreams running to you
Rhopalocera
(7.?.20)
i feel it all coursing through my veins up to my brain
a waterfall of rhopalocera
143, i hear the angels calling me
you're something that i didn't see before
once i wished them gone
i got it wrong
i couldn't decide
plain to see
so dear to me
they stayed, must be a sign
in all my entities, you're my own ecstasy
near you i'm the epitome of positivity
now heartbreak only drains
my mind's a flood caused by acid rain
but love like that is due to stain heavily
Sayonarabanana fish...wrote this after watching it and crying
(8.23.20)
Every breath you take makes me paranoid
I know that you wouldn't be happy, me standing by like a void
Don't worry, 'cause you'll be with me soon
I'm bleeding for you in the silence of this library room
I would be glad to take your place
I'd give anything to see your face again
And if I could go back, I'd grab your hand
I wanna be with you
My soul is always with you
Sayonara
For the last time
Snowflakesfake song
(12.30.20)
the snowflakes fall on your face
i can't pretend i'm not in love with you
the surface of these moments
i would've thought you were in love with me too
i want to show you everything
is it too late for me to bring something else to the table?
i just wihs i had it in me to forget
when you looked at me, you felt so empty