glare
(3.6.20)

you don't look at me the same anymore
there's a glare in your eyes
i know what i did, but i don't want to
since then i struggle to realize

how am i supposed to go on like this?
do i force my memories to disappear?
now i'm down to one friend
no need to say more, you've made yourself clear

i apologize for my selfishness
and everything that came after
nothing comes out of your mouth now
before it was all playful banter

if i could only erase the past two weeks
do you know how amazing that'd be?
and trust me, i know, it was for the best
i'm sad but at least i'm free