your name
(4.12-15.19)
i just want to forget all the things you said
i don't want to remember
and if she breaks your heart
i won't say i told you so
'cause i'll be here waiting
i'll be waiting
for you to be hating
i can't control my brain
it always goes back to your name
i just want to erase when i first looked into your eyes
my heart was going insane
i've never been so sad
lights flicker as i sit in this room
wondering how i missed it
but i'll be waiting
for you to be hated
i can't control my brain
it always goes back to your face
and now the flowers that grew in my chest are wilting
light and darkness collide
and now my mind is aware of the things you told me
i don't understand
'cause i'm still waiting for you
i can't control my brain
it always goes back to that day
words
(4.20.19)
i didn't know what you were to me
until you said the words
and i didn't think that we could be anything more
i just wanted to hold him
wanted to trust him
but i know i couldn't
and i just wanted for him to feel the same
'cause he was everything to me
'cause i didn't know that i wanted you
until you said the words
i didn't think that we'd be anything and we weren't
my heart faked a smile when i looked into your eyes
i noticed everything about you
my dreams can't help but drown themselves with you
'cause you are everything
you are everything to me
the last time
(4.29
5.1.19)
theatre in my brown suit
i can see the lines on your face
moving on's the hardest 'cause all i wanted was
to see the brightest of days
i want to let go
but i just can't 'cause you know
i'm never over you
this is the last time
i'll ever break my own heart over you
tripping over butterflies
still finding my way out of your eyes
i still feel haunted
'cause what i wanted is everything she already has
rejection fights its way to my doorstep
it's pounding but i won't answer it
this is the last time
i'll ever break my own heart over you
tripping over butterflies
still finding my way out of your eyes
i can feel my heartbeat
racing to the sound of your voice
sit under the stairs and
wait until you hear it then
turn around when you hear the noise