falling
(4.27.19)

standing there, your hands entwined
every second hurting
but i am not afraid of the dark
i can see your smile is faint
i could make it bigger
still every moment more is painful

life is falling apart while it's falling together
and i can see my future going blank

in a lonely field, i was there
raindrops slid down flowers
and bees kept stinging me on the face
but she's perfect and flawless and worth it
to you
and that's okay
i just want to say to you

that life is falling apart while it's falling together
but with you i keep falling more for you

i know that i shouldn't
but i won't stop for you
i will wait however long it takes for you
i will wait however long it takes with you

- the song -

why: his girlfriend came to one of our shows