now we are gone
no moving forward
it's all over
we're going under
leave it behind
struck with pride
taking all the time you need
in love w u
(5.30.19)
i can't help, i'm afraid
if it's true, i am totally completely in love with you
the ocean falls as i do too
if it's true, i'm intimately in love with you
every second more means more smiling
call me a daydreamer, i was thinking of you
repeating in my head, the words you said last night
if i breathe this air, i might be holding you tight
if it's true, i'm intimately in love with you
emerald baby
(5.30.19)
this doesn't feel right with anyone else
when you say those things, i know i can't help
i'm falling, falling, as i look in your eyes
you make me feel special and you don't even realize
baby, i want to know you if you want me to know you
lately, emerald eyes staring back at me
honey, i want you to know me if you want to know me
lady, emerald eyes staring back at me
i would
(6.12-14.19)
i wanted you before you wanted me too
'cause i fall quicker than i should
and it'd be nice if you would
and you know if i could, i would. i would!
i've been constantly scared
paranoid of what i've not prepared
when life gets me down
i think of you and then it's hard to frown
'cause i love quicker than i should
but it'd still be nice if you would
and i know you know if i could
i would, i would, i would, i would
Made to Be Broken
(6.29.19)
i live with my heart broken
waiting, forever hoping
that someday or now, you'll wanna be with me
i can't escape my feelings
my heart forever reeling
so i wanna love every inch that i see
through the night i fantasize
waking up with your head next to mine
guess i was made to be broken
my life built in moments
where every thought i have is you
made to be broken
but never ever hoping it's not you
how far
(8.3.19)
how far does the pain go?
how much must i let go?
'cause everything i have
and everything i want is gone
how far does the pain go?
how much must i let go?
what do i have to give up
to get you to trust me?
heart attack
(8.7.19)
you made me think that you even cared at all
how could i be dumb and let myself fall?
i told myself that i wouldn't be a fool
that i would trust my heart when it said that you were cruel
but i was stupid, and i know that now
yet i still wanna see your crooked smile
i loved the way it felt when i saw your name at all
you used me to feel better and it stopped working after a while
the things i said about you
i would never take them back
but they mean less now
your words give me a different kind of heart attack