do i want this
(may 21-22)

i hear your laughter through the screen
do i want this
when i see your lips curl i think
do i want this
i know i shouldn't question it
just let it happen naturally
but i can't help but overthink

trains make noise in the back of my room
do i want this
my heart pounds louder than i ever thought it would
i don't want this
but i don't have a choice