depression
(3.19.19)

one second you're fine then another you're not
then suddenly all tthat's left is a thought
you want everything to stop
and feel like sleeping for a few long days
hoping you'll be gone when you wake

no sympathy, no remorse, nobody even notices
your head is down and it's getting hard to focus
you're lost and you start to doubt your own sanity
for the life that you have makes you despise humanity
day after day

you've given them chances but they threw them away
so you finally give up and decide that you're done
once again, depression has won