crack
(2.25.22)

It hurts so very much to know I'll always love you more
tell me you won't stay with me if I don't close that door
I need a reason; can't you see?
I gave so many signs
I want him and he wnats me but I don't want to die
I don't want to lie
So I'll just cry in bed at night
distract myself with what makes me whole
and try not ot say goodbye
Because I cannot be still much longer
I know that I will crack
and when that happens, you can quote me: I won't be going back