concentrate
(2.20.20)

i wish i didn't exist
death seems so pleasant, i just can't resist
i'm so clumsy, i fall, then i notice the feeling vanish
oh, no one will love you with all this baggage

reaching for anything to make me feel alive
nobody seems to be able to abide
don't tell me things i can't undersatnd
i realize more each day, this was so unplanned

stop looking at me like that
i can't focus, i can't concentrate
your face is stuck in my mind like somehow the line isn't straight
i told myself i wouldn't do this again
and i can't, i shouldn't, i won't
but there you stand, heart in your hands
i don't want to do this alone