colors
(6.4.21)
i wear red to make you stare
i wonder if you notice when i tie up my hair
i single word in a dying earth, you captivate
you wear green, whatever that means
you're only in the color of that jacket, it seems
a single look is all it takes; they're created

painted lady, mourning cloak, cabbage white
several hours of paining breaths to feel alright
i don't want your absence, but your presence is worse
the silence of sentences, helpless reminkscence
but i can't make them go away