My cat knows your name
(R5.2.21)

I never told him about anyone
And I always wondered what it'd be like to talk about someone
I wish you could see what I see
The perfect imperfect before me
Where every look is a gift

I wish you would look at me
Through stares, all I notice and see
Is you noticing me

I wish that things were different
What a world if things were said how they meant
And if things were just that different
I suppose I wouldn't have to lie

He knows my secrets about everyone
And I always wondered
What it'd be like if he could tell me his
I wish, I wish that you would just see it
Every glance, all that I notice is you noticing me
I wish that things were different
What a world if people said what they meant
And if, if things were that different
I know I wouldn't have to lie
At least I would know not to try

do i Wanna know?
(4.20.19)

i Stand on the left so i Can
see your smile that lights up when you hear something funny
i Wear red to make you Stare
have i created a Fool?
let myself up too Soon?

do i wanna Know?
when i look inside these empty doors
am i Home?
is this all i'm meant For
waking Her when i'm Shown a perfect Day?
i forget my Name

in my dreams
(4.29
5.1.19)

i see your face in my dreams
it's wonderful to be reminded you don't like me
i see your face when it rains
it's lovely to see that i went through all these ages
is it sad you're in every single one?
often a background character,
but i guess it doesn't really matter
i told all of them i was done
often a useless barrier,
so i guess it doesn't really matter

i see your name in my head
i can't believe i ever thought it'd be me first then
i see your name in the sky
on buildings, in my books, spelled out by summer fireflies

'cause i don't know you
and i don't want to'
cause ideas are things that cannot be broken
and i don't want you
i don't want to
but if i did i think i'd already be insane
i guess i want to