after all
(8.17.19)

waiting for the time when you don't cross my mind anymore
and the words that come out of my mouth
aren't surrounded by the memories of before
but if you saw my face after i heard you say
you wouldn't have left like you did, left like you did
that day

so i don't want to hear that i'm being selfish
'cause we both know that i'm only here feeling helpless
i would've forgave you
i could've moved on and left
but you used me
and refused me
you tried and tried to lose me
so i know what that means
i guess i didn't know you after all

waiting for the moment you leave for good
and stop pretending you want me at midnight
i tried to be everything, everything you wanted and more
but nothing was good enough
then everything got so messed up
i wish i could go back

- the song -

who: lime
why: this dude was so horny and only texted me at night. i finally got sick of it and stopped talking to him. couple weeks later he wants to try again. i give him another chance but i lost feelings for him already so i stopped again lol