9 months
(11.16+17.20)

i can't believe it's almost been 9 months
9 months since you told me i was too complicated
8 months since you were blocked, i wanted to forget
7 months since i met someone and tried to get over you
6 months since i felt relieved school was finally over
5 months since the impulse, don't want you to recognize
3 months since songs i wrote continue to rot in my notes
2 months since i realized my heart doesn't want to let go
just a month since i almost fell in love in october

maybe i would've gotten over you

maybe it all would have been alright