little lily asked about you last night
she wanted to wait for you to bake
i had to tell her we split in december
you should have seen her face

my dad was just starting to like you
he finally remembered your name
i said we weren't together, that we split in december
you should have seen his face

my mom already wrapped your christmas gift
she bought it 'cause it reminded her of our fate
i said i love him, mother, but we split in december
you should have seen her face

i still want to ask how you are
though you left me in this wretched place
and i still remember, twenty fourth of december
the absence of remorse in your face

For you, my dear, if you ever need a hand
would you grab me a knife from the kitchen?
i'll cut it off myself and die out on the floor
for you i will suffer, for you i'll pour

You can try and tame my heart but nothing will suffice
no choice belongs to you, i'm here
in the moments i'm lost and running made me sore
the only good i'll ever know is knocking at my door

For you, my love, to make you see
will you grab me a spoon from the drawer?
i'll scoop my sight out from under my skin
for you i'd go blind, but it would still be a win

i've waited all of my nine lives
to find someone to fill my time
and i won't ever think it's not enough
i've waited all this time to find
somebody to change my mind
i just want to be a girl in love

It hurts so very much to know I'll always love you more
tell me you won't stay with me if I don't close that door
I need a reason; can't you see?
I gave so many signs
I want him and he wnats me but I don't want to die
I don't want to lie
So I'll just cry in bed at night
distract myself with what makes me whole
and try not ot say goodbye
Because I cannot be still much longer
I know that I will crack
and when that happens, you can quote me: I won't be going back

There are whispers in the room with joy by force
And confetti on the latest catastrophe
At long last, clean, when the clouds divorce
Neglected sheep, finally, this pasture feeds

Somewhere in my peripherals
I see a house with food on the table.
NO one eats; no one sleeps.
It is all just death come to life.
Somewhere in my peripherals
There is a boy greeting a girl.
And soon she will come to find, in time,
That light is only bright in darkness.
Somewhere in my peripherals
A big coat on a little person
Her hero tells her no,
Until it is her turn to try.
Somewhere in my peripherals
An alley is present in the city
No one can tell now,
But someone's life is short.

what do i see in you?
how dare you question my love!
what do You see in Me?
tell me N O W, you ungrateful bug!

put your arms around me like you're a snake
and your hands on my heart
kiss me where necklaces go
and kiss me in the dark
grip my love with yours and hold on
without you my life would no longer belong