last night
(september 20 19)

last night i made a mistake
eleven to two i was talking to you
i wish i could take it all back
tears are blurring my eyes as shades of blue

i remember taking those polaroids against the yellow wall
but the memories are gone now, there's no proof
i wish i could take back it all
i'm frozen stuck here, i can't even move

how i feel is a mystery to me
i don't even know myself
my eyes are wet, my vision's blurry
i try to breathe and i try not to worry
it's too late now
i'm done, no matter what
hopefully i'll be fine soon
i say it's okay but it's anything but