Dream Girl
(11.5.23)

Am I making a fool of myself?
Am I too into her hair?
Am I asking too many questions
Like is this fair?

Am I making a scene she’ll judge?
Am I too into her shoes?
Will I always hide?
She tells me hi and I melt like water into wine

She is not a stranger to compliments
But do they say she is the fire
That can’t help but light everything?

Does she read so deep like me?
Am I too into her lipstick shade?
Can she tell I want more?
To kiss her until her lips are bare like before?

Is it just too much to ask?
Or is it far too much too fast?
To braid her hair
Run my hands down her hips
Paint her nails
But I’ve failed

i had a dream i gave a girl a letter and a poem and when i woke up all i remembered was the line Am I too into her shoes?